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I AM AN ADDICT......PART 2

Hi, I'm Kevin and I'm an addict........
Before I finally gave in to rehab my friends and family staged an intervention. Its hard to hear what people have to say about you when you are high out of your wits but its good to listen. I couldn't bring myself to understanding what they were saying to me as I was still in a daze but their tears kinda hit home. Its now been 11 days without using and it doesn't get any easier. My sobriety should be the most important thing in my life right now but I am still on the edge of the cliff a lot now and if I don't watch it I could just end up going over the edge. I almost used this afternoon, I was in my car driving and I saw a dealer. Every addict can spot a dealer from a mile away but with the last shred of self control I had I got my phone and dialed my mothers number for some sense smacked into me. It may be hard to accept it but I know I am better off not using, the best I can do is pray that I can wake up every morning and be happy to be sober.
Thanks for letting me share...
I'm Kevin and I am an addict.

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