I AM A ADDICT PART 12 - THE CONCLUSION

Hi Everyone, my name is Kevin and i am an addict.

It’s been 1,360 days since I last shared and not to tempt fate but, I think I am healed. It has been a crazy roller coaster ride of relapses, stuff that i may not be proud off crossing my mind and generally the kind of pain and trauma that i never thought I would make it out off.

I started through this journey of recovery maybe 5 or 6 years ago and during that time i think i have learned more than i thought i would. My vision is a lot more clearer and even though i am a lot more hardy than i was, i think that its all for the best.

I really don’t need to share more than that.

Thank you for all those who stood with me.

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